Melancholy

I toss and turn, I can't sleep at night
I just watch as the darkness turns to light
Haven't been able to sleep for days
Thinking and praying to find ways
Answers to problems that remain unsolved
Hoping that ideas would soon evolve

But nights remain endless, the days are so long
Oh God, please guide me and help me be strong
My mind so is troubled, my eyes filled with tears
When will I ever get rid of these fears?

My hands start to blend, my heart aches with pain
How many more days til I go insane?
I wonder how you are doing
Have you seen someone to keep you going?

I love you, for the last time
I know everything will still be fine
Tell me if I'll let you go
If that's what you want me to do so

Just tell me you love me no more
From then on, I shall leave you alone
Free from my insufficiencies,
Free from my uncertainties...